Submitted Date 02/14/2019

I do not want to be here I am tired of the pain

Your indifference and the solitude is making me insane

I feel trapped in this abyss that has become my heart

Your words have me drowning, they are tearing me apart

I cry for the future and cry for the past

I wonder how long I can truly last

I am slowly dying from the pain that is destroying my mind

You never seem to notice are you really, truly blind

Your words are like daggers they cut me to the bone

The tears that I cry, are ones you have never known

Not because you do not see them but because you do not care

Though you are with me it is though you are not even there

I am tired of crying, my tears I will wipe clean

My spirit is waking, longing to be seen

If you will not reach me I will have to let you go

I am choosing to live, I just thought you should know

I have waited for something that I hoped would come to be

I waited too long hoping you would finally see

Your eyes have not opened and my mind has paid the price

Well I am done paying, I am done playing nice

If you will not see me and show me the way

Then my time I am taking and goodbye I will say

I hoped for a future that is clearly impossible to reach

Now I am reaching for a solution that a lesson could not to teach

My time was not wasted nor will I regret

I have treasured many moments I will not soon forget

But I move on to a horizon that for me has time to spare

To find a path with room enough for me to share

Not to walk alone without love by my side

I have decided I no longer want to run and hide

I will face this truth strongly and use its power to grow

I am choosing myself and I just thought you should know

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