UNDER HIS HOLD

He released the hold he had on my hand. I didn't want him to but he did. I calmly shook it off. Showing more emotions of hurt. No vulnerability. I look into his eyes. The tears he was fighting back. Was this just a big test? I grew frustrated. "I have to go" he turns away. I grab one of his hands. "I have to go" he turns away. I grab one of his hands. My grip firm but softly. "Please don't go" I say and my voice cracks. Everything I didn't want to see. He could see. Tears started running down my face. "I don't want to lose you to" I say. His hand that I held was in mine. His grip was now firm to. He pulls me into him. "That's all you had to say" he ways into my ear softly making me shiver.