MY FIRST HEALING EXPERIENCE WITH KAMBO

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Submitted Date 08/08/2022
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Ever since I was a little girl, I always knew there was a lot more to life than what we knew it to be. I've been always fascinated by stories about what lies beyond the veil of our perception, how we can learn to tap into that vast invisible world, to awaken and expand our consciousness to its natural potential. Diving into this knowledge was not easy when I was growing up, there was a lot of fear surrounding the topic and access to this type of information was out of my reach. I'm so grateful that despite all the obstacles I had to face in finding what I needed I never gave up my search.

Looking back at all the experiences that took place up to this point, as painful as they felt, I realized they were all necessary part of the process to awaken my understanding of myself. Learning how to sit with uncomfortable feelings, learning how to become the observer of them and allow them to deliver their hidden messages had a huge impact on my inner progress.

However, I also noticed that I had one place I couldn't go beyond without feeling too much pain and resistance in going deeper, I couldn't quite understand what was stopping me and why. It was an inner wall I couldn't break through; it was dark and scary and I needed help pushing thru it. So, one day as I was browsing on internet looking for what might be the best help for me I ''accidentally'' stumbled upon an article about the healing powers of the Amazonian tree frog known as Kambo. Kambo was known as helping people dissolve inner energy blockages by detoxifying and cleansing the body of all stored stagnant flow. I was ecstatic, I knew I had found exactly what I was looking for!

I have to be honest, at the beginning when I was reading about the way Kambo enters your system which is through burning small holes into your skin, I was little hesitant. Fortunately, my desire for healing was greater than the fear and I would be forever grateful for that.

It was a beautiful summer evening, I was on my way to my Kambo ceremony, filled with excitement, joy and knowing I am about to discover something extraordinary for myself. As I entered the house where my ceremony was arranged, I was warmly welcomed by the Shaman lady. She had very calm and loving presence around her, it almost felt as if I had known her my whole life. Once I found myself inside it all became very real, I was actually doing it, I was there. Fear started taking over my excitement, I began feeling strong inner resistance that manifested itself as uncontrollable shaking, as if my body knew it would be going under very heavy procedure and was fighting it. As she began preparing all that was needed for my ceremony, I noticed one of her cats slowly making his way toward me, he jumped on the sofa and laid beside me. He acted as if he had known me all his life, looking straight into my eyes in a very calming and relaxing way he started purring, as if he intuited, I was feeling anxious and resistant and came to comfort me. I didn't know how but I somehow sensed this cat was there for me, it was unexplainable, invisible inner connection that melted my fear away instantly. No wonder everything in the house felt so sacred and pure, there was so much love and respect for what was about to happen, that even her cat knew that and was there to help. I was feeling grateful and blessed to be called to do it.

As the time progressed and everything was ready for me to begin, I sat down on the floor undoubtedly trusting that I am in very good loving hands. The Shaman intuitively felt where the medicine should enter my body and burned six small holes above my right ankle in a shape of a flower. As she began applying the medicine gently on the first entry area; I immediately felt it as a burning sensation, by the time she placed it to all of them, I was feeling it intensely. Wave of heat was spreading all over my body, my heart started beating very fast, pressure began building around my chest and quickly reached my head, I was feeling the movement of energy, scanning what I was holding and where. Heavy breathing, dizziness, seeing spots and then… intense nausea! I was feeling the nausea so severely, I was thinking: 'I want this to stop it is too intense''; ''Make it stop' 'I am scared''. I somehow managed to observe the thought process in the midst of catharsis which was very odd.

The minute these thoughts appeared, she touched my stomach and the first wave of spew exploded in the bucket in front of me. Then the next and the next, with each purge I was feeling calmer and lighter. It felt purifying and good, if one could ever imagine spew being good. I was feeling somehow clean inside out, as if this medicine unclogged very dense, old Stillwater that was now beginning to flow unimpededly. As the intensity of the medicine was slowing down my nausea was fading quickly. All I was left with was deep relaxation and calm, full of love and gratitude for everyone present in the room and mostly the spirit of Kambo! What a blessing to have come to meet and work with such profound healer. I was feeling very different from when I walked in, as if I had left something old and heavy that no longer belonged to me, and replaced it with light and fresh. As I began sharing my observations and differences in how I felt before and after, my loving Shaman told me I had purged very old stored anger, thus the reason for my heaviness and sense of inner wall to go deeper. I was unconsciously holding on to that anger for I believed it was keeping me safe. My soul guided me to find Kambo for it knew that was exactly what I needed to move to my next step.

If you find yourself reading this story and for some reason, feel the call to Kambo, I want to tell you, it will transform you in ways you can't never imagine! It is a blessing in disguise, with unlimited gifts that follow after the ceremony.

Namaste!

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