Users Who Spiked
TO THE SILENT ABUSER
I hide in myself
Do you notice or care?
Your words spill from a razored tongue
You call me stupid
I apologize for being me
You never apologize
You don't have to, you're a man...
Insults are my constant companion
I am the one who changes. I change
And I feel fake.
I slip on my mask.
You slice me with your barbed words
Cow with head in barbed wire...
You're too fat
I starve myself
You're too skinny
Why can't you dress like they do?
Why can't you be someone else...? I
Dream of divorcing you.
My body is dying
I cannot look like them
I try to, I do, to please u, but
Why can't you wear makeup like your friends? Be beautiful... is the slap in my face, as if your hand
I say, I am naturally beautiful,
You once agreed...
I hate you...is what I want to say
You are in charge..
I want to kill you...
Your makeup is fake... Mary;
you look old
I loathe you...
Your eyes have wrinkles...
take better care of yourself
I despise you...
you embarrass me
My mind screams that you are my wrinkles...my plague.
My self-worth is gone
Inside I hide.
I become numb to the mind rape,
You perform on me...
Death is coming.
My triumphant escape.
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