MY POET HEART

Feelings

Lately been feeling this feeling teaching me leading me reaching the ceiling asking for meaning healing dealing grieving

You think you can break me

I dare you to shake me

I dare you to face me

Yes am feeling this feeling teaching me meaning

But leaving me seeking a hearing

I know you can't hear me leaving me empty

I hate how it ended no effort at all

But

You think you can break me

I dare you to shake me

I dare you to face me

Yes am feeling this feeling teaching me meaning

But looking for something a warning or burning

I can't shake this feeling tossing and turning

fighting this feelings of cutting or splitting

All of this feelings I wished they were dead instead I reach for the ceiling ask for some meaning healing dealing and grieving reaching achievement

But

You think you can break me

I dare you to shake me

I dare you to face me

I know am feeling this feelings teaching me meaning healing me lifting digging me out

I know you can't break me you treacherous whore

I opened the door looking for more than a score

But you see, you were too blind to see that it was me

So now I see how stupid I was not to see

But

You think you can break me

I dare you to shake me

I dare you to face me

Yes, I need you to face me

I dare you to face me

Throw it all away

I see you lurking, waiting

Craving For me to fall

And you think am done

Bitch please

This is just the start

And I hate this stupid thing you call love

So I Ameliorate, separate from my head

And throw it all away

Yes, I want to throw it all away

Throw it all away

Throw it all away

So I can find myself again

I want to find that part of me I one's had

But I baffled and wasted the day I met you

I lay here wide awake embracing my mistakes wishing I could change

but I want to throw it all away

Throw it all away

Throw it all away

Don't you see am tired of this shit

And I hate this stupid thing you call love

So I Ameliorate, separate from my head

And throw it all away

Throw it all away

Fucked throw it all away

I hope you feel me when I say

Throw it all away

Throw it all away

Fucked throw it all away

So I can finally liberate from this shit

Crashing

Lashing and crashing when thinking of you

Drowning in sorrow gasping for air

Digging and digging

Reaching a rigging

But finding a hole

I know you don't care that I've always been there

Very aware of who's there

It's not fair you never cared am always prepared, scared to declare I did care

And here I am

Lashing and crashing when thinking of you

Drowning in sorrow gasping for air

Digging and digging

Reaching a rigging

But finding a hole

Waiting in darkness

Unbecoming this senseless thing

Keep pulling the string you careless bitch

Trying to stitch you fucken twitch

Looking for answers and finding questions

Nothing is clear it never has been

And here I am

Lashing and crashing when thinking of you

Drowning in sorrow gasping for air

Digging and digging

Reaching a rigging

But finding a hole

however whatever whenever I will settle the

score

I won't be the one crashing anymore